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Holy effin ass crackers it has been forever since I've been on here.....WELL THEN maybe that might change! No one reads these things but meh, I shall write this still FOR MAHSELF cause I am moving the hell on with my life! Also, I wanted to see a journal of motivation not depression on my profile lawlz....So all this is to me. I went through shit, lost some very close people to me, fell into a pit, but you know what? FuCk ThIs! I am done with it! Shit happens, I can't change that no matter how much I want to, no matter how much I beat myself over it- It. Has. Been. Done. I am moving on. I got into college (HUGE STEP), I'm meeting new people (GOOD FOR ME), I'm being real (NO BEATING AROUND THE BUSH- REAL TALK MUDAFUCKA), I love myself (I'M NOT GONNA GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME), I'm putting myself out there (NO MORE HIDING), and I am not going to let ANYONE put me down ever again (NO ONE IS GOING TO DRAG ME DOWN). Once more, shit happens Steph, and you can't fix it. Let it be. So for future me, leave it in the past cause that's where it fuckin belongs.....world is gonna be my bitch now~
Dead...but trying
It really sucks when you finally lose your drive to do anything .___. But hell, I'm still trying. Just like when i was trying to graduate High School, i need to kick myself in the butt again to get moving but this time to get back into school. I have a lot I want to accomplish in my life but it feels like I'm stuck in a rut, (
New Yeeaaar~!
Whoa shig, year came and went in a blink of an eye o.0;; Meaning a whole new start!!..kinda XD
Hopefully this year will be a helluva a lot better. With me getting into school, finding a job, and simply just getting up and running again....that goes for physically as well x]
And if i do get into a school, i can't wait. I never denied it in the first place; i knew i was going to miss it >< Plus, i don't wanna get dumber than what i am already and i want the social life in that back >>
But enough with that, i think I'm getting out of my Drawers Block (writer's block is still ongoing Dx) cause lately i've been getting the urge to start drawin
Um
Yeeeaah, got nothin to say....>>
Stress..
Like the title says, i'm going through lots of shit right now, but i'm still trying to keep my chin up!
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Yoooooo!! Same here. X'D
And I wish you the best of luck because life is hard
but it's manageable. :' 3
and this means I gotta go to conventions and sell my shit to get myself
out there more. I'm so scare!! How do I even travel outside of this place!?
And I wish you the best of luck because life is hard
but it's manageable. :' 3
and this means I gotta go to conventions and sell my shit to get myself
out there more. I'm so scare!! How do I even travel outside of this place!?