Holy effin ass crackers it has been forever since I've been on here.....WELL THEN maybe that might change! No one reads these things but meh, I shall write this still FOR MAHSELF cause I am moving the hell on with my life! Also, I wanted to see a journal of motivation not depression on my profile lawlz....So all this is to me. I went through shit, lost some very close people to me, fell into a pit, but you know what? FuCk ThIs! I am done with it! Shit happens, I can't change that no matter how much I want to, no matter how much I beat myself over it- It. Has. Been. Done. I am moving on. I got into college (HUGE STEP), I'm meeting new people (